Gone for a few days

hey we are moving so i will be without net for a couple of days, Have a great week.

Fishing Capital of the World

HAHA, my papa told that to me like 50tims yesterday, but Moutain home was beautiful, almost as pretty as Virginia. The mountains though like the elevations hurt my ears bad, well that and my ipod up as loud as it will go so i can hear it over the windows being down. I really cant wait to move up there i love it.

Well i found out my next bone marrow test will be on July 16, we will see if the cancer is still in Remission....lets pray that it is. So i can down my dosage of the chemo. Dont forget to pray for my girl Mack and beautiful Boey, and all the other warriors out there.

So 18 days till Idols in Nashville and the opening of Harry Potter and the Order of the Pheniox....freaking A that ticks me off, i cant see it on opening night. But im goin to go with a friend of mine from school We havent hung out in so long. And on the 21st the last Harry Potter book will be out, we will soon know whether Harry lives or dies, i wont be on until i finshed reading the book i want to know by myself, i dont want some idiot spoiling it for me. Like they did for some poeple last year. when another character died......in which i bawled for hours over. Wait i have cried the last 3 books cause ppl die. Its just not right, you become so attached to these characters, and then they die ist like losing a family memeber, and now its almost over, i dont know how im goin to go through life with no Harry Potter.

At least i still have a few more years of Idol lol....my 2 main obsessions, well that and Greys whinch im to made to even think about seriously bring back Isaiah Washington i mean there is only so many itmes you can apologize, for messing up. But no you Greys people, have to ruin my show, how is Christina goin to get by with out Burke and then Addison is moving to LA, crap it sucks, i love this show and you ppl effed it up for me. All i can say is if you get ride of George and Izzy i will never watch it again....HAHA....sorry im to into my shows i believe lol.

So im listening to Bucky's cd, im so happy he is doing so well, i love seeing my idols do great, Bucky is a great part of country music, and he has came so far since the show, i cant wait to see him live again, only if he would play around here...we have country singers at our fair every year usually the new one, that are gettin to be supterstars....hmmm Bucky would be great...He is such a southern gentlemen like you can describe him anyother way. I love seeing my country idols....Bucky, Kellie, Carrie, Josh and soon to be Phil....well i hope he goes the country route, i think that would be best for his career, i think Chris RIch could go country to, he would do good there as well, plus we need some more country heart throbs, i mean we have Dierks Bently and Billy Currington and so on, but Chris would be great to have.

so funny story me and mom went well i rode my bike and she walked....well its hard to control your bike when you going slow, and i started going towards her and i couldnt stop the bike and i was laughing so hard that couldn get the words move out so i ran in to her and almost knocked her over, I swear it wasnt on purpose though lol.

well thats all my ramblings for now, hopefully Mr. Chris Sligh will update his blog soon, i find myself clinging to everyword he writes, i mean its all we have until the tour starts.

oh and gina added me as a facebook friend YAY

Missing my dad

Ok i know everyone has problems with there parents, me and my dad fight alot, he lives a very structured life and well im a dreamer, i live the most unstructured life ever, i dont care to spend 300 on american idol stuff, but hate buying myself clothes and food haha, i think my priorites are screwed up but hey its cool. But its so hard to be mad at my dad sometimes, luckily we are on good terms for now, but its like what if we are mad and a bomb hits where he is. I dno i just want him back home. I wish me and my mom could get along, she openly admited last night she was jealous of Brandon and my Harley mom. I asked her why and she refused to ansswer, i just wonder if its because me and them have something in common and maybe i can talk to them, but i can talk to them with out them judging me, well unless its B and im talking about Cake lol. IM so sick of my relying on my to helpp us get by, i just gave her 80 to pay the water bill cause i they turned the water off cause she hasnt paid the bill, and last month i had to pay almost 200 to turn the electricity on, she told me cable is prolly next. But we are about to move in with her parents, which for me is great, cause my pa pa is the bomb, we just sit around and talk about politics and the war, no joke the day before north korea started seeing if the could get a bomb to reach us, we where talking about how we dont need to worry about iraq we need to worry about north korea, we have the same views on politics and all that so its great, we talk about how it used to be, how people used to have pride in there family and where they cam from. Luckily, living in the south family values are still number one, but not everywhere else. I ramble alot sorry lol....i really dont think anyone is reading my stuff, but you know what at least i can get it out.....


only 20 days till my first idol show, in Nashville, Cake here i come lol.

A little bit of venting

I really dont care who reads this, but i need something to vent to. Any ways my name is Amanda Rhea Jones. Im 20 soon to be 21. Im in college and majoring in Family Psychology, with hopes of working with children battling serious illnesses, who need someone to talk to. I have an adult form of leukemia, called Chronic Myeloid Leukemia and it sucks. No the treatments isnt as hard as what most people have to go through, but you know what it still sucks. Just beacuse i still have hair and im not in the hospital all the time, doesnt mean my chemo doesnt make me sick. I have stomach aches for 2 weeks straight, headaches for a week at a time. Its not fun. Im in remission but i still have to take Chemo, it doesnt make sense to me. I have to make a decision soon on whether or not to get a bone marrow transplant. It could be life or death decision, how am i at 20 years old supposed to make that decision. My mom basicly thinks im a charity case to Elliott Yamin and the Etrain and that hurts. The Etrain was there for me before this ordeal started. And there hasnt been one day that hey havent been there. Its bad when your Etrain family is there for you more then your parents are.

Anyways im really excited Chris Sligh just anounced that Blake and Chris are doing a cake session which is awesome. And a Gina Chris S duet, which rocks they are the 2 people that got voted off way before there time.

IM goin to say something about the idols now lol.

Im excited about seeing Blake Lewis, He is a idol that actually supports something close to my heart, child hood cancer research. He is a great talent, and was pefect fo this season. Even though i thought he was really dorky and cocky, yea i know blakergirls shoot me now lol...haha He is still my fave this season.

Jordin, I think it was best that she won, girls need someone to look up to, plus this girl can sing "and shes only 17" dang that got on my nerves. Seriously Randy we get that she was 17 you didnt have to tell us every week.

Melinda, LaKisha and Haley- sorry i have to group them together, they are all great just not my faves, Melinda can sing better then alot of people, but she was just kind aboring to me.But if she is anything like her friend Mandisa, she is amazing. KiKi, i love her, haha, she is awesome, she has a great personality. Haley is cute and i feel sorry for her for the leg crap she had to put up with.

Chris Sligh- The best voice of the idol boys this year. His personality was great, Idol showed him in a bad light and that ticks me off. He has a great sense of humor, and i actually am very similar to him. But cant wait to see him on tour.

Phil Stacey-Seriously, amazing thats all i can say. The Memphis show im goin with a Phil fan, its goin to be crazy. But Phil looks like he is prolly one fo the most fun guys to hang out with, i love watching his interviews, and amazing voice seriously he give CHris S. competition when it comes to the best male vocalist.

Sanjaya- LOVE HIM...he was my fave from the begining the only person i cied for when they got voted off, though i did scream at the tv for a hour after Phil got voted off. Sanajaya has an amazing talent so what he has a soft sweet voice and cant sing with power like Phil, Blake cant do it either. But I will scream like a little fan girl when he comes on stage lol.

Gina-The best Female this season, Gina should of won. I cant complain though i didnt vote, i know its bad to not vote, i did vote at some point for Sanjaya then Phil and BLake on Idol give back and Blake to win. But serioulsy Gina kicks butt, rocker girls are awesome, and Gina is beautiful and would be a great for the music scene right now.

CHris Rich- is the idol i hated but now love. He can sing he is hot, YES WAY HOTTER THEN BLAKE haha, sorry, Blake. I dont think ppl understand me, Blake is my fave idol, but when it comes to my fave all aroudn Idol this year its Chris R, haha, but seriously look at his arms, they are beautiful, i didnt know arms could be hot lol. So i have a werid CHris thing, i cant go to sleep with out listening to him sing Change the world....its that weird?

ok well im off
God Bless
amanda