Ok i know everyone has problems with there parents, me and my dad fight alot, he lives a very structured life and well im a dreamer, i live the most unstructured life ever, i dont care to spend 300 on american idol stuff, but hate buying myself clothes and food haha, i think my priorites are screwed up but hey its cool. But its so hard to be mad at my dad sometimes, luckily we are on good terms for now, but its like what if we are mad and a bomb hits where he is. I dno i just want him back home. I wish me and my mom could get along, she openly admited last night she was jealous of Brandon and my Harley mom. I asked her why and she refused to ansswer, i just wonder if its because me and them have something in common and maybe i can talk to them, but i can talk to them with out them judging me, well unless its B and im talking about Cake lol. IM so sick of my relying on my to helpp us get by, i just gave her 80 to pay the water bill cause i they turned the water off cause she hasnt paid the bill, and last month i had to pay almost 200 to turn the electricity on, she told me cable is prolly next. But we are about to move in with her parents, which for me is great, cause my pa pa is the bomb, we just sit around and talk about politics and the war, no joke the day before north korea started seeing if the could get a bomb to reach us, we where talking about how we dont need to worry about iraq we need to worry about north korea, we have the same views on politics and all that so its great, we talk about how it used to be, how people used to have pride in there family and where they cam from. Luckily, living in the south family values are still number one, but not everywhere else. I ramble alot sorry lol....i really dont think anyone is reading my stuff, but you know what at least i can get it out.....
only 20 days till my first idol show, in Nashville, Cake here i come lol.
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