Sunday, August 19, 2007

How I feel

I recently got news that i was lucky enough to recieve meet and greets form one of my fave. idols of all time. I have told just a few people who they where from. They make me feel like i am not worthy of recieveing these. I got these because this idol and there friends thought I deserved them. Im sorry I got them if it makes people feel better, I wont go. I will let Felisha go and sit out and wait on her. Im sick of feeling like shit because someone offered these to me. I NEVER once asked for them. NEVER. But people make it seem like i did. IM sorry that they think i need a few days of awesomeness before i go through freakin HELL. IM sorry. OK. I hope you all feel better. You have successfully ruined the best news i have ever gotten. Thanks. Thanks alot.

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

You dont deserve friends who treat you like because you got something you so deserved! You deserve happiness before going through hell as you said. I say you go have the greatest time and let those sour losers get over themselves. There brats and they know it. I hope you go and have a great time and get some pics with chris rich and blake lewis and the others!

Carrie said...

People can be seriously cruel. They obviously are unaware of what you're about to go through and how much you really do deserve as many positive experiences as you can get. Laughter is actually good in helping beat cancer so really, the more you can get, the better. You DO deserve meet and greets and DO deserve to have an awesome time. If someone says otherwise, they're clearly not your friend and shouldn't even be someone you associate with. Get a lot of pictures and be proud!

I post at Chris Sligh's blog a lot and I added you over at myspace, hope you don't mind.