Well its been kinda crazy the past couple days. Yesterday i had a nurse visit where she just asked how i was doing and then i got to leave. After that i went and hung out with Mikey and Pam and then we all went to eat. After that me and mom came back to the room and rested for a bit. That night my friend Angie(whom i met last year at Graceland while waiting on the idols) and her mom Rita came and hug out they brought me a ballon that sings. Which today gave me some enjoyment. This morning we woke up at like 6:45 and got over to the hospital at 7:45. We waited for an hour and yea that sucked. Then gave me 15mgs of Valum. The MRI was still a bit scary i listened to Tim Mcgraw while they where doing my knees im not sure that that is supposed to hurt, but my knee's are still killing me from it. Then when they where doing my hip i got to listen to Justin Timberlake. I was kinda gettin scared cause my head was kinda under the thing but then Sexyback came on and i just closed my eyes and thought about Chris RIch and Blake singing it and i fell in to a peaceful sleep. I woke up and saw my new little friend Cole again. He was so cute. I just loved him. I met him yesterday and he gave me a big hug and stuff. Pray for him to stay cancer free guys. He is 6 years old and lives in B-ham Alabama. Mom and I then went to talk to my social worker to have her contact the american red cross again cause the army is being stupid...yall know that story. Then I had to get stuff about a living will and an advanced directive and stuff like that. Then we went to lunch and im pretty sure the valum gave me the munchies cause i was like mom i need fruit loops HAHA. I got them though. After that i came back to the room and slept till like 6. I just took my last normal show for a while and took my wonderful iodine bath. I hav eto get my line put in tomorrow and im scared. I am finally getin where i can say that. Because i know its ok to be scared. But in the end i know that GOd will take care of me. Please pray that the surgery goes well. Pray for the surgeon and the nurses that will assist him.
For all my idol fan friends. I urge you go to gread Phil Stacey's new blog he talkes about a girl and her mom . The girl had cancer and was a fan of Phil's. The little girl died one the day that Phil got eliminated from Idol. Her last words to her mom where I love you mom and tell Phil i love him. I havent got to read the blog myself but Felisha read it to me. Phil said it pefectly . I dont think the contestants on idol realize who they are to people. I have a few idols that to me make my life easier. Elliott Yamin sings my theme song Free. I wouldnt of made it through this week with out Blake Lewis and his music. I have went to sleep everyday listening to Blake. I even recieved a gift this week. A cd of my beloved idol buddy Chris Sligh, and a big poster of my future husband Chris RIchardson. When i went to sleep fo my CT scan they told me s to shut my eyes and dream of my idols. I just dont know if they really know what they mean to us. But Phil said it the best. so just go read his blog.
Well everyone im headed to bed. I have a big deay tommorrow and im goin to sit here and enjoy life with out a tube hanging out of my chest.
I love all of you. Sleep well and Remember GOD IS GREAT.
P.S. please keep Mikey in your prayers still his blood count still isnot 500. Keep Kody in your prayers too. He is soon to be off treatment and his counts my go down so pray that they say up.
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