Life as it is.

The past few weeks since i found out it was back have been BLAH. I have good days and bad. Days where i cant eat, days where i cant sleep, and days where it is even hard to lay down. Its days like those that im thankful for music and the ipod. Thankful for Copeland, and Elliott Yamin. Thankful for the song Coffee, Testing the Strong ones and Free.


So I have been realizing the past few days how precious my brothers are to me. They are my best friends. My life line, my backbone. Full of jokes, laughter, and random talks. We werent always this close but last year when i got DX and my dad left for Iraq, we realized how much we truely needed each other. They are great, we have always taking my leukemia as a joke, for my family laughter is our medicine. We would go out somewhere and want something the boys would be like tell them you have leukemia and we can get it faster. Just as a joke. but yea they where always there for that funny stuff.

Michael was great last night. He walked in and was singing a stupid stong, and then just randomly starts to play the air guitar, and goes i want to play the guitar and rock out cause im Mike Jones BITCH. yes that is my brothers name well its Michael but yea.

Matthew and I have more of a serious relationship. We talk about life and God and stuff. He is a sweet kid they both are and i dont know what i would do with out them.

Michael and I where in the bathoom today i was blow drying my hair him cleaning his face. I realized today how precious those random times are. When we just get to sit and talk, we talked about me going bald, and him thinking about going bald with me. We talked about his face breaking out and how one side of his hair flips under the other out. I thank God everyday for those times.


So about my cousin and the wreck.

http://www.baxterbulletin.com/apps/pbcs.dll/article?AID=/20070811/NEWS01/708110307

here is the link to what happened. please be in prayer for the family of the victims and for my family for what might be about to happen. As well as praying for Anthony, he killed 2 people and he needs prayers.

Love to you all, God Bless.
Amanda